Sometimes I wish I were a turtle. I would rip my stupid shell off and leave it as a remnant of reality. I’d climb a tree, jump onto the Golden Gate Bridge, eat a car. Sometimes I want to do something I know I can’t. Sometimes I want to do something the laws of physics won’t permit me to do. Sometimes I want to burn the last shreds of reality that link me to this very real world and sometimes, I want to know that the order we believe this universe harbors is fake. A stupid imagination of philistine beings that find comfort in the stasis, the unchanging, the boredom. Sometimes, I want to reject everything I ever thought was true. Grab a shark and kick it’s ass. Yeah, sometimes, I want to do it all. That’s what I want to do sometimes. There are times other than sometimes, but I don’t want to do anything in those times. I don’t want to kick a shark’s ass, I don’t want to be a turtle. I can’t. It’s impossible. But sometimes I do.
May 16, 2010 at 8:59 pm
That was really incoherent, but I forgive you.
May 16, 2010 at 9:02 pm
“I want to know that the order we believe this universe harbors is fake.”
Oh, and, it already is. Well, maybe not fake because the order is what we created, so in a metaphysical sense it is real. But honestly, it is all so absurd and meaningless if you think about it…
May 16, 2010 at 9:03 pm
“Yeah, sometimes, I want to do it all. That’s what I want to do sometimes. There are times other than sometimes, but I don’t want to do anything in those times.”
Sometimes I feel that way too. In those times, you are not alone. In the other times, you are. Sometimes.
I like turtles.
May 23, 2010 at 12:12 am
@Gabe: HAHA well, sorry. I guess any other animal would do X3.
@watermelons!: :O Thank you!!! Haha, yeah, it kinda just spilled out of my toilet-bowl of a head X) onto the computer, minus the intense editing and reviewing that most of my posts undergo 0.0.
May 26, 2010 at 11:47 pm
Why must you demean your intelligence?! Your head is far from toilet-bowl status…